Kinda fucked up and blew us up when we got to the cellar don’t ask me but now I literally can’t even do anything about the side mission anymore and it’s really irritating, any way I can reload a save I can’t find any way to or is there something else I can do
i took my cat to my local vet today because she’s had terrible smelling breath. he said she has stomatitis, but he can’t put her under anesthesia to pull her teeth because of her age. i was just wondering where to go from here. do i just have her teeth pulled anyways and hope she’s able to come out of the anesthesia? is there a way to mitigate the issue? i think she’s a pretty strong cat and she’s active for her age, but im still worried. i obviously don’t want her to be in pain, and im prepared to make hard choices if it comes down to it, but i just want to make sure i exhaust all my options
I have seen likes from accounts that are suspicious, I have clicked on their profile and clicked on the link in their bio on insta and (thanks to Bitdefender) I knew it was an instant MALWARE page that instantly downloads malware and affects your system in dangerous ways! Getting access to your passwords to your apps! (If you don't use a 3rd party pass manager).
Be incredibly careful around accounts that seem to grab users attention with highly attractive female characters, as the link on their bio could affect your system in bad ways!
I was just told by a group of kids from my school I trusted that they have never actually liked me and that they wished I was dead. They proceeded to mock me about some of my past mental health issues and said I was just a pussy and that I should get over it. I tried to contact the suicide helpline and I got hung up on. I’m going through such a shitty and helpless time in my life that I honestly don’t know if it’s even worth living anymore. I’ve tried to kill myself in the past but honestly I’m considering doing it this time. I just need help and I’ve tried reaching out but my family thinks that I’m faking it for attention and that I’m just being difficult. I don’t know what do do anymore and I just need any advice or help I can get.
I’m sorry but I was here 2 days ago and was talking about the same thing on a different account but I need somewhere to talk about this again. I’ll keep it short.
I don’t fit in in this world. I have a complex worldview and quite a free thinker which makes me very different from others.
Social interactions drain me a lot, which would make me by definition an introvert, but I love the validation they can give me, and I need friends to not be lonely. I have slowly gotten more friends over the years, and I’m still not satisfied with the amount I have, but I have made progress, but that’s only thanks to the amount of hours I’ve spent psychoanalysing the world and changing myself. I definitely have some form of sociopathic traits now thanks to this, which hurts. I feel nobody will love me for the real me. I believe everyone puts on an act but only puts on their act to the people they love, their family, but even though I love a loving family I still wouldn’t feel comfortable being myself around them. Today’s generation lacks a place to be themselves, it’s not that they’re sick of putting on an act.
Because of this, I feel pretty worthless and I feel the only person who would accept me with my world views and moral imperatives I must act upon in order to view highly of myself would be a boyfriend. And even then, my standards for a boyfriend are “too high” they’re low standards for a woman, but way too high standards for a gay man. I wish I was a woman. I have a crush on this guy in school. He’s nice, tall, blonde, good looking, good morals… but he said no 9 months ago. There is men out there like him but I doubt they will be gay. My only hope is to seduce a straight guy because there’s no gay guy who will treat me like a woman in a traditional relationship.
The only scenario I can imagine myself being happy is with a boyfriend. Now I won’t be clingy- I’ve spent long enough alone, I’m used to it. I just need a partner that doesn’t exist for my happiness. Even if he does, how am I supposed to find him?
Out of curiosity- anyone have success with one word affirmations?
I read a book recommending this and I find it’s easier to get myself in a state repeating one word than convincing myself of the sentence. Wanted to throw this out there.